January 2011
14 posts
mandatory new years post
Its been an amazing year. New Years is an interesting holiday because it’s the one time we truly reflect and not for religious reasons or because someone is making us. Tonight we went around and said what we were thankful for and what we wanted to work on. I’m thankful my friends have accepted who I am and forgiven me for what I have done in the past. I’m extremely grateful that...
December 2010
25 posts
Oy vey, last day of the year and I’m sick. It feels like my head is filled with something heavy and dense. My eyeballs hurt.
Des animaux
Mischief is one the edge of my bed, snoring. It’s very cute. At night time, that’s when I understand my cats the most. We have silent dialogues about our day. I’m usually coming home from somewhere and all I want is to cuddle. The house is dark and my body feels heavy. Mischief usually is on the plush green chair, curled up and sleeping. I always wake him up and he blinks his...
I keep having night mares about crew. I don’t know what it is. That river is stuck in my mind. When I rowed on it, I thought nothing about it. But in my dreams I fear it freezing over, or not being able to cross, being stuck on the river, finding hundreds of dead bodies, passing out, lost on its current. It’s very peculiar and in my dreams, I can’t get it out of my head.
“Only after the last tree has been cut down.
Only after the last river has been...”
– Cree Indian Prophecy (via untilallarefreenooneisfree)
two things
1. tumblr loves nipples
2. eryone is obsessed with natalie portman as of black swan premier.
Watchi love you nik
Goals
I’m really hoping I can stay in Minneapolis next year and work for Lutheran Volunteer Corps. It appears that it might be something absolutely perfect for me.
Wish List
Boots
Sweater
More Boots
A little bag
Purfume
Nail Polish
Endings.
Just finished Paradise Lost. Speechless.
